First of all I want to wish all my friends a very merry Christmas and a happy 2009. Christmas has sneaked up on me this year and I have been busy all day rushing around today doing last minute shopping– I have been caught up with so many things these last few weeks- many good things but Jane’s problems did cast a shadow over the last two weeks. She and her children will be sharing this Christmas with us. We are having a Christmas Party with them and Sue, Lisa and Annie. Annette will be with us for dinner but she and John will go to lunch at Annette’s parents’ place. Annette wanted to spend some time with them and since her baby is due in a few months time, I thought it good that the baby’s father, John, joined her – Annette was delighted and said she really wanted me to come also but I thought it better not to and also I didn’t want to leave Jane on her own.
I am thinking of my 360! friends and wonder what you are all doing for Christmas – may you all be enjoying the comfort of good friends or family. I know how hard it can be to be alone on Christmas day and hope that if nothing else you feel that friends like me are with you in spirit even if not in body.
What a change this year has seen: just six months ago, my life seemed to be in the doldrums – apart from work-related fucks, I was getting nothing and seeing no-one – my friends were almost all absent or not talking to me. Now every day seems to bring some new complicating factor – some things are self-initiated like the hunk – who still is pursuing me and is actually really getting on my nerves. I haven’t seen him again and do not intend him –I liked his 9 inches and the way he fucked me was very skilful (although I still would rather be fucked by John); and yes, it is flattering to have a drop-dead stud interested in me but I see only trouble with him – he can’t take no for an answer.
Then there’s Sandra – she keeps asking me to see her – I have seen her once since our encounter and she is very intense and all over me – actually I do not mind as long as she doesn’t get serious and I am beginning to think she isn’t – she just likes a bit of low-class slut that allows her to experiment – she is getting more and more interested in arranging a man to fuck her so she can see what it is like – she suggested John.
Last night, after John and I had just had another (marvellous) fuck session and I was lying there holding him (with his cum still in my pussy – I know he likes it if I don’t rush to clean up) - I asked him if he is interested in fucking Sandra. He said that he thought the hunk would be better in that she really needed a stud. I said that he (John) would be best for her since he was gentle, warm and the greatest fuck but I thought that Sandra might be not good enough for him. On the other had, I said that I thought it might be interesting for him to try a virgin lesbian – chances for that don’t come around that often!
He asked me why I was so interested in getting him to have sex with another woman and I said it was because he was so good and forbearing with me that I wanted him to have as much fun as possible and I know that he likes fucking different women. His response was non-committal – which I read as saying he is interested but will not do anything to initiate it without clear signs of agreement from me and Annette because he regards us as more important. I will arrange an encounter with Sandra with room to move for John if he really doesn’t want to go ahead and fuck her. (Annette said she doesn’t mind as long as I don’t think Sandra will make trouble – she has met Sandra once and said she doesn’t like her much. John has never met her.)
Now Annette has been encouraging her friend Lin to play with me – Lin has been calling around a bit and Annette has been making very suggestive remarks about how we should test each other out to see who is the bigger slut. Lin has broken off from Mary and says she is thinking of working again – she asked me about where I work and could she work there or could I recommend a good place.
Yesterday, Lin actually said to me “Why don’t we make Annette happy and see how we go together. I am hot for your pussy you know”. What can a girl do with an invitation like that? Well, I know what this girl, Grace did, she agreed and we had a really hot lovemaking session with Annette watching and joining in a bit on the side.
I do wonder a bit if Annette wants me to have an affair with Lin and get me to break off with John so that she can have him to herself again –I have learnt from my mistakes: I will NEVER let anyone rank above John - I could not face losing him if I can avoid it in any way. However beautiful Lin is – and she is very gorgeous – and however great a lover she is – and so far she appears very hot and exciting, I will never undervalue John again or let anyone get in the way. If John feels threatened by Lin, it’s bye-bye Lin.
After discussing Sandra, I asked John if he would like a threesome with Lin – I know she will agree and Annette is o.k. with it -and I get the impression that he wouldn’t mind although he is still very shy about telling me he wants to fuck another girl. She is a very hot girl and given the worries I give him, I want him to enjoy great fucks when he gets the opportunity – and I am sure from all I have seen - that Lin will be great.
I really want John to feel that to the extent he wants he is completely in control of me and the people in my life are secondary to him –and where he wishes and it is possible, I want to share my sexual partners with him.
But all this spells complexity – we already have my transsexual friend, Annie, hanging around all the time – she is very keen on John – and Lisa coming around to fuck John for her baby. Now Sandra and Lin – at least it’s not boring and In myself I am I think happier than any time I can remember with John and Annette as my deepest friends and lovers.
And may you all share this Christmas with lovers as dear as these two, best wishes to you all.
Grace
Wednesday 24 December 2008 - 11:27PM (EST)
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