A Day Out

Sometimes my sister surprises me – and I mean this very positively. My sister arranged a day out at the Entrance to watch the pelican feeding for my daughter. Then my sister insisted that just John and I take her. It meant that John and I would be alone together (with our daughter as a partial chaperon). My sister said if she couldn’t trust us together alone, she would always be anxious and that would mess up things between her and John. She said that our daughter needed her two parents to spend quality time with her. (Savita seemed less positive about the idea but said she wouldn’t oppose – my sister encouraged her a lot to learn to trust us.)
So, John and I drove up the coast, had lunch at Terrigal and then went to The Entrance for the 3.30 feeding. It was a fun day and my daughter had a fantastic time playing at the water play at The Entrance. It was delightful and John and I had time to talk while my daughter was playing.

John is seeing a lot of his young son now and Annette and he have become good friends – she told him that she hated herself for how she acted earlier and John told her it was water under the bridge. Annette is quite often around our place with her son but I keep out of her way – she has not forgiven me for not wanting to hold on to her. She met Savita once and was quite rude.

Their son is, however, doing well and I can tell John thinks he is the most wonderful boy he has ever seen (and to think he has the most marvellous girl – our daughter – as well!)

We talked a lot about my sister and it is clear she is winning John’s heart more and more – he was talking about how he must always show her how great she is – she was badly knocked by losing her job. I asked him about other casual encounters and he said he didn’t need anyone else – he was finding it hard to keep up with her and she was all he could want. (I felt quite envious of her for that – to be that satisfying to John – how great she must be!)

John did say the silliest thing – he said that he expected my sister would soon move to the next stage and he would become irrelevant but he would treasure the time he had with her. I said why he couldn’t trust her – she was a faithful loving woman who wanted a life with him. If he valued her, she would not want another. John said he valued her but the age discrepancy was too great and he was just a fat old man – she deserved better. I got very annoyed at him and told him he was basking in self-deprecation. He had the most beautiful young lover who was head-over-heels in love with him and he was looking for downside. She was planning a life together and he had better treat her right and work with her on this. John just smiled at this and said if he could hold on to my sister the rest of his life, he figured he would have hit the jackpot one million times over.

It is hard for me to say this but I think John is so much better off without me. He is enjoying a solid and healthy relationship. My sister is not a drama queen like me. She is a solid loving and very sexy young woman who cares for him and adores him. I have wondered a bit whether John was not more than willing to see me with Savita and start an easier life.

We talked also about Savita. I said how much I loved her and John made some very positive remarks about her. I told that I was not looking for other casual partners. I was still working and I mentioned the session with the hunk but that Savita always had the right of veto. John said it was good that I was showing Savita commitment. He remarked that Savita did seem to have a voyeuristic side which would fit well with my exhibitionist side.

I commented how well my sister and Savita seemed to be getting on. He said that each of them was a serious loyal person with strong feelings. Also they had spent a lot of time working to strengthen our relationships with them. John said he was so flattered that my sister thought he was worth expending effort on.

We chatted in a friendly manner and I really enjoyed the time with him. I will never lose my deep respect for John and he has been part of my life at the most intimate level but I believe that we can be really good friends going forward united by our love of our daughter and the fact that there was no bitterness in our separation.

The next morning, my sister greeted me very brightly saying “What on earth did you say to John – he was so hot last night – maybe the best fuck ever – I must get you two to go out more.”

“I told John that you loved him and would stay loving him. He keeps thinking that you’ll find someone better.”

“Doesn’t the silly wombat know how much I love him!”, she said affectionately. (I was amused to hear John’s term of affection “wombat” used about him.) “I tell him that all the time”.

“He just feels he’s too old”.

“Not for me – I just feel so right. I wish he could see that it isn’t his age, it’s his ability to support and fascinate me – it’s the way that when he fucks me, I feel so right, so turned on. It’s the way I love lying next to him and we talk about everything. And how many men can listen like him? So often I say something and think he’s not listening, just to have him reply later in a way that tells me it was all heard and he has been thinking. Or the way he boosts me - he makes me feel good about myself. I want him to be the only man I ever fuck.”

So glad she is thinking like that. I feel as attached to Savita. So positive for us all – may it stay that way!