I have decided to go with the flow with Yuki. This flow has been driven by Yuki and Savita. Yuki has been too much in contact for my comfort. Savita has a different view and likes Yuki and thinks we “can have fun together”. We have talked about this and I am still unsure but it seems that Savita remains very keen to explore possibilities with Yuki. I have however made one ground-rule: Yuki does not come to our unit – given my daughter, John and my sister live there, I do not feel comfortable with letting too many people visit. Savita says she thinks that is perfectly reasonable.
Yuki talked with Savita and said that she was just so amazed by my ability to be so sexual. Yuki said she enjoyed fucking me more than anyone else she has ever done, according to Savita. Yuki has said she would do anything to be with me again. I think it is not so much me as the fresh air of a lesbian experience when the rest of sex is prostitution-related fucking which she clearly does not enjoy.
Yuki is very sexually attractive and it would be easy to just go out and play with her. So, as someone who has had such an open view to sexual play, my hesitation surprises me. Maybe I am growing up or something horrible like that.
Then, why do I go with the flow? I am not sure but partly because I do not want to argue with Savita and stop her expressing her self. She has spent a life repressing her desires and I am glad that she is trusting me enough to open up.
But also these last few days, I have got scared. Am I a stepping stone in her life and not a final destination? To me, Savita is someone I want to share my life with but for her, quite possibly she will soon outgrow me – she is opening up and blooming – exploring a new life and quite possibly she will need more than I can offer. That idea scares me more than I can express.
I want to be with Savita as long as I can and if it means fitting with her agenda, I will try hard. Maybe we can build a life but I am determined not to let any failure come because I tie her down. I talked to John about it and he was very comforting, saying that he truly believed that Savita and I were a strong couple and that Savita might be learning to express herself but she always put me as a centre of her life. He said that Savita is a very sensible person and would not want to risk her happiness for anything. I hope I mean as much to Savita as John thinks.
John’s main caution was that, from what he had heard, he thought the person who was most likely to get hurt was Yuki. I agree that I must be careful in that respect.
Of course, I am also jealous that Savita is too interested in Yuki. Savita has explained what she likes and it seems that it is still more voyeuristic. She says that she is turned on by seeing me fuck a beautiful girl. She said that she felt a bit jealous but it was an exciting jealousy – as long as it wasn’t someone I had feelings for like Sue, jealousy was not as much a consideration as sexual excitement.
So, despite my misgivings, we caught up with Yuki again on a Friday after work. Savita had booked a room at a hotel – much better than the cheap motel which we had been at last time – and after dinner at a nice Chinese restaurant in Chinatown – only a glass of wine each this time and I could drink since I knew I wasn’t driving - I was more relaxed but, even so, after we got back to the room, I was quite uncomfortable.
Savita took charge. “Get undressed” she ordered me, I obeyed and was soon naked in front of these two fully dressed women – although the shortness of Yuki’s skirt and the flimsy nature of her blouse made her look a bit undressed already. (Savita, on the other hand was fully dressed in office worker clothes, I had been wearing one of my favourite dresses for restaurant dining, understated with a slight floral motif )
Then Savita spoke to Yuki: “Does this girl turn you on? Do you want to fuck her?”
Yuki said “So much!”
“You know that this girl belongs to me and if she fucks you, she remains my woman?”
“I know,”
“Then why do you want her?”
“Because she is so sexy. I just want her”
I couldn’t help feeling the whole question and answer thing was a bit artificial but I decided to go with it and enjoy standing as a sexually available slut in front of the two women, letting them talk about me and use me as they wished but always following my mistress Savita’s command,
Savita pulled me towards her and put her hand my legs, touching my pussy and playing with my clit until I began to become wet.
“Well, slut, will you fuck Yuki?”
“As my mistress wishes.”
“I wish. Will you enjoy fucking Yuki.”
“Yes, mistress.”
“As much as you enjoy fucking me?”
“My mistress is my supreme enjoyment. I would never enjoy anyone as much as her.”
“I want you to please and satisfy Yuki to the fullest.”
“Yes, mistress.”
“I will be watching – d you accept that?”
“Of course, my mistress.”
Yuki also said she accepted but I got the distinct feeling she would have preferred not to have Savita there. I still wasn’t sure I wouldn’t have preferred not to be there also.
Savita signalled to me to start and I walked up to Yuki and started to kiss her, exploring her mouth with my tongue. I could feel her body pressing against me through her clothes. I stopped kissing her and then undid the buttons of her blouse and released her skirt which dropped to the ground.
Then we cuddled close. I felt Yuki’s body pressing against me and to my surprise, Yuki steered me too wards the bed and pushed me backwards down on the bed. I had expected passivity from her, based upon my experience of her at the gangbang bit this time she was taking initiative and I found she was licking my pussy.
Savita was watching and giving Yuki advice about where to lick and I was getting turned on. Yuki wasn’t that skilful but she was much better than last time and she was following Savita’s guidance enthusiastically- and no one knows my body better than Savita who knows just what buttons to push. I was getting much more turned on and was very wet when Savita suddenly barked out an order: “Yuki, take off your panties and give my slut a taste of your pussy,”
To my surprise Yuki seemed to treat it as natural that she should obey and her panties were off and her pussy was in position over my mouth so quickly. Yuki was already clearly aroused and tasted of her sexual excitement – that delicious girl taste. I licked and enjoyed her love juices.
I stopped worrying about the artificiality and focused on Yuki’s pussy and getting her off. We were now in the 69 position each taking turns to lick the other’s pussy. Savita then said to Yuki “stick a finger in my slut’s pussy”.
Yuki then started finger-fucking me and I was feeling so excited, I could feel Yuki’s tongue playing with my clit at the same time and before I knew it my body was exploding with a climax. I was breathless and panting for a minute and saw that Yuki was delighted to have got a response from me. Savita was watching me with a very ambiguous expression.
Savita then told me “I asked you to satisfy Yuki and only you are satisfied.”
So I went back to licking Yuki’s pussy and asked her if I should use my fingers. She panted out “please” and I finger fucked her – first one finger and then two, all the time letting Savita get a good view of what I was doing.
Yuki was still wearing her bra and I pushed it aside so that I could play with her nipples with my free hand. They were hard and the response was immediate. I could feel a tremor through her body. I persisted and before I knew it, she was in a full climax, her body contracting and loud pants escaping her bodies. She screamed with pleasure and then pulled away, saying “No more … no more … too much.”
Savita had been watching and although she had not undressed, she had let her dress ride up and she had been touching herself. I smiled at her and she came to the bed.
“Enjoy?”
Yuki responded “So much!” but I was quiet.
“Want more?” Savita proceeded.
“Yes, definitely.” Yuki replied immediately.
“Well get to it”, Savita ordered and we did but this time I was even more focussed on giving a show to Savita. I started with licking Yuki’s nipples and then licking her pussy, exploring her body and testing her erogenous zones. I was getting to understand her body more and more and I could tell she was getting very excited again. This time I teased and played with her, slowing her down and then restimulating.
Savita was watching intently and I could see her hand stroking her self through her clearly wet panties. I was determined to be as sexy a possible and to let Savita see me being a sex object satisfying and enjoying sexual attention from the pretty young girl I was with.
Yuki came again and this time I worked to prolong her climax. Then gradually her body calmed and she moved around and kissed me passionately on my mouth. Savita had stripped to her panties and bra and she squeezed into bed next to us so that I was sandwiched between them.
After quite a bit of cuddling, we feel asleep, the three of us in a king-sized bed. I felt both Savita’s and Yuki’s hands resting on me as if each was asserting an intimacy with me but I was too exhausted to worry – I had had fucked 5 clients during the day, had some wine and then fucked Yuki.
In the morning, Savita was in a strange mood - a bit as if something was upsetting her but more as if there was a tension in her. She (none too subtly) suggested that Yuki should leave first and then when we were alone, she held me and said.
“So? You really get off with Yuki?”
“I thought you wanted me to do it with her – did you want me not to enjoy?”
“Of course, I like to see you getting off – I know what a sexy little girl you are.” Her tone was so ambiguous that I decided to test it a bit by saying,
“Savita, your wife is a whore. Do you want to change that?”
Savita didn’t reply. Instead she took me and pushed me on to the bed, spreading my legs she started to eat me out, using her fingers to help stimulate my clit and then finger-fuck me. I felt that she was asserting her role as my partner and mistress and I was delighted. The way she was stimulating me meant that even though I was reasonably freshly awake, I was very turned on. Again I felt that Savita had total control of my body (and of me).
Soon I was completely aroused and excited that my lover was using me, playing with my body as her possession. She was very forceful and controlling and was commanding my body to a climax and my body was responding totally. I came again and again- reminding me that the climax with Yuki the previous night had only been a minor experience.
When my climax had slowed, although my body still felt radiant, Savita then put her pussy over my mouth and said “Now, slut, satisfy your woman”. I gladly responded and licked her clit before getting to lie on the bed and I worked her body, using all my tricks to get her a excited as possible: kissing the nape of her neck, toying with her tits, gently touching her, tickling her a bit and then returning to a focus on her clit and pussy.
Savita was soon coming and she came hard, lying afterwards on the bed breathing fast and as I touched her I could feel her heart beating fast.
She pulled me to her and gave me a kiss that to me was an assertion of her control of me. We then got dressed and as we were exiting the hotel room, Savita took me and pressed me against the wall and kissed me firmly before saying “Grace, you drive me wild. You’re fucking hot. Don’t stop being yourself. I value you so much.”
I was happy to hear her say that but I am still in my heart worried that I may be – even if Savita is not planning it this way. Whenever I look at Savita, I see her beauty and her sexuality shine from her. She is so desirable and I cannot always be her sexy little whore. I will grow older and she may need more than I can provide. What then? But for now, I will enjoy things and treasure my time with her and go with the flow – and if the flow means fucking beautiful young girls like Yuki in front of my lover, well there are a lot worse things in life!
I am nervous of the future. My vision is of me ending up as a bag lady one day living on the streets – I cannot help thinking of a song John sometimes played from his CDs which said “There but for fortune go I.” and thinking how long will my fortune last. That said, my fear of the future should not paralyse me from enjoying the present.
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