I haven’t been sleeping well these days. I wake up often at about 6am. I might go into the other room watch TV, switch on the computer or just read a book.
I am feeling a bit down, since my argument with Sue over Lisa. It’s been well over two weeks since then. I still haven’t heard from her. I tried to contact her but she seems to be avoiding me.
It is not easy losing such a close and intimate friend. I have no other working girl friends who I can talk as freely with. Before John broke with his wife, I had thought of her as the only person I could ever live with and love.
She is much stronger and smarter than me and as I said before she is absolutely beautiful. I always wonder how someone could lead such a hard life and still be warm and loving. In fact, I have felt a bit jealous of Lisa when she came on the scene but I was glad to see Sue finally a bit happier. I would never take Lisa from her – Lisa is young and pretty but not half of what Sue is.
Sue, I miss you as my best friend.
Thursday 30 August 2007 - 08:25AM (EST)
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