Another Day, Another Dollar

It has been a busy period but not as frantic as pre-Christmas. My life is good due to the love of my wonderful partners John and Annette but much of my major news is not about me.

Annette is well but getting bigger. The last ultrasound showed everything is ok. Thank God!

Lisa tested positive in her last pregnancy test and she and Sue are beside themselves with excitement. She came over and gave John a big blow job as a sign of appreciation. I hinted that they might wait until 12 weeks before celebrating but I wanted to be careful not to sound too negative – it’s just that I am a bit worried: I had a miscarriage after 9 weeks when I first started trying for a baby and it was devastating– fortunately, I got pregnant two months later. I pray that it all goes smoothly for Lisa.

Jane is now a bit settled but still struggling to set up a new life. Annie is around a lot with her a lot –they are really close friends – which means I go to see Jane less often than I think I should. I am a bit uncomfortable with Annie to be honest. Annette sees Jane a lot and I try to help by looking after the kids or doing things like that. Jane will enrol them in the local school for this year.

She took an AVO against her husband – he rang up threatening her. Annette’s mother is quietly confident that he won’t get hold of her kids. She actually rang him up and reminded him that he was in a weak position: he had acted violently in front of numerous witnesses who would testify (i.e. John, Annie, Annette and me). She also reminded him that Jane had been an exceptionally good mother and he would damage his own relationship with his children if he tried to separate them. Joan passed on that Jane was offering to let them stay every second weekend with him, if he wished since she wants them to maintain their relationship with their father. Joan was very firm, I hear, and he gave way quite quickly – let’s hope this is for real – we are all worried that he may be playing a game.

One of Jane’s friends from the kid’s old school P&C rang up very concerned about how she was doing and saying that if she needed anything, just call. They had a long chat and the woman was very supportive and not at all superior. This cheered Jane up a lot - it wasn’t so much the offer of help but the fact that the woman treated her like a normal person not some kind of moral leper

The hunk really isn’t giving up. He calls me two or three times every day. It is kind of creepy. He now asks if he can just see me – I quoted him a song that John plays sometimes by Vika & Linda called 99 Years – “I don’t mind the flattery …. Just give me 99 years and then I’ll think it over”. Annette and Sue told me just not to answer when he calls but then he leaves long messages – besides I am a compulsive phone answerer – if it rings I answer. I haven’t met him since that first time although I saw him across the road one time and quickly went the other direction.

Annie doesn’t seem to be giving up on John either –just last week she called him about 20 times, “just for a chat”. I got really annoyed at John two days ago about this but I know in my heart it is not the one who is driving this – in fact, he is trying to reduce contact and has been deliberately leaving his mobile off. I talked with Jane briefly about this since she is so close to Annie and she said that Annie told her that John has said that he will always stay with me but Annie doesn’t really believe it. I think Jane would be quite happy if Annie got John. Sue said to me that I needn’t worry – John is still crazy about me but she commented it is hard to see how Annie won’t get hurt and maybe the best thing is for John to tell her get lost and make the hurt short and sharp.

Sandra and I have quite regular fuck sessions. I am less-and-less worried that she is serious – she just regards me as a plaything – which is good, since I enjoy the sex but could never get serious about her.

Lin also sees me quite often, especially since we work together. She is very popular with the clients but a bit like me she doesn’t get a lot of regulars – she is a little distant even though she fucks them like crazy from what I hear – I have done a double with her and she was so hot. She seems to like threesomes with John but never acts as though she wants to push in or be anything more than a fun fuck partner. She is always calm and sedate except for her frenetic fucking that overwhelms even a hard-fucking slut like me. John says he gets exhausted and feels about 100 years old after thirty minutes with her. (He exaggerates – I only feel 99.) In some ways, she is the friend I understand the least.

Apart from Sandra and Lin, I don’t get that much girl-girl sex (only the occasional lesbian double at work). Annette is just too big now and really doesn’t want anything more than a loving cuddle.

But somehow life seems less complicated now than just a few weeks ago. I am settling into a more stable pattern of work and loving with my close friends.

Sunday 18 January 2009 - 02:13PM (EST)