Enjoying work

I find I am enjoying work quite a bit at the moment. I know it is strange and probably perverted but I am cumming more often when clients fuck me and I am feeling more sexy and slutty when I see men. I have always been excited showing myself to clients in the waiting room – it is a mental thing, knowing that they are looking at me as a sex object and that I am offering myself to them for fucking. There is no pretence of anything other than I am a whore and it is the harsh honesty of the matter that turns me on.

Recently, I have been even more turned on and sometimes when I enter the waiting room and see the look of pure lust on the face of the potential client, I get quite wet in anticipation – interestingly, when I do get wet, I feel the guys are more likely to choose me – maybe I exude more of a sexual feeling?

I am regularly getting between 5 and 15 cocks a day four or five days a week – so I am really getting fucked and if I didn’t enjoy it, I would go crazy. To maintain sanity, I always take one week off each month – unlike some girls, I have never worked over my period and, in fact, even though I could go back to work after three or four days, I string it out to 6 days and have that week completely off from sex with anyone other than John.

While I have always found work good, I have been wondering why it is so much more enjoyable recently and realise that it is largely due to the fact that I am probably happier and more relaxed in myself than any time since I started working. Having the absolutely and utterly greatest husband ever possible, having my lovely family on my good terms and having interesting and wonderful friends all make me so much at peace with the world. I feel good and I am letting myself relax into the role of whore. (It is not my most important role: being a mother and being John’s wife are much more important to me but being a prostitute is a role that fills a part of me.)

Another reason I am enjoying work more is that I have added a bit of variety to it through my contacts with Chantelle’s brothel. They have thrown me some more interesting work what including gangbangs and a couple of special clients. They repeated their offer for me to work there but I really do not want it – in my words “why would I want to work with a group of girls who are so up themselves and who pretend they entertainers or ladies of pleasure. I do not entertain, I fuck for money. I am a whore and I like the honesty of where I work and we are all hookers together.” I said this to the manager and she just laughed, saying that she could see my point but it was a nice place to work. In reply, I could only comment that I am not a “nice” girl.

I have already described in my blog that they introduced to me a gangbang group and a special overnight client. They have also set up a smaller group session of 6 or so guys that I will be doing next week. The most recent introduction is another client who really enjoys cumming in the mouth of Asian girls as well as eating them out. Chantelle’s place has few, if any, Asian girls and they do not offer cum-in-mouth and so I gave them a chance to get his business.

What they did not tell me about him was he loved giving verbal abuse – I think he would have liked to be physically abusive also - he asked me if I minded being whipped and I said “yes, I do mind”. At one point he tried to dig his fingernails into my tits and I told him that if he did that any more, the session was over – without refund. Our session was at the brothel and so he knew I could call for help – otherwise I think he might have done it more.

When I walked in, he was having a shower. When he came out, the first words he said was “So, you’re the whore they sent.” He then started to tell me how I was just too ugly – and I immediately apologised saying if I was not suitable then I could give his money back and we could finish right now. He didn’t like that because I could tell from his outstanding cock that he wanted me – apparently I was not quite as ugly as he said.

He then started on how Asian girls were all just cheap sluts and I was probably craving white cock. I just smiled but was wondering whether to throw it in - I sensed that the guy had some real hostility problems towards women, especially Asian ones. But he was paying well – I was getting $1,000 for a two hour session. (I don’t know how much the house was getting). Also I do not like quitting easily.

Actually I did not mind the abuse so much – I enjoy verbal abuse and always want John and my favourite client F. to call me names (although both steer clear of the racial stereotyping that this guy loved and neither has called me ugly).

He then said “well, slut but are you waiting for – I’m not paying you to stand around looking ugly – get your fucking mouth to work.” So I knelt before and started sucking him – he shot his load almost immediately and I swallowed it. At this point, most guys would let me go rinse out my mouth but he told me to stay put. I said most guys liked me to wash out the mouth, so we could kiss and he said “Why would I want to kiss a fucking whore like you? You kiss my cock and lick my ass – that’s all that a chink slut like you is good for.”

He then lay back on the bed and ordered me to lick his cock and balls clean. I did this as he kept telling me that I was a cheap little slut and so on. He began to get hard again as I was licking him clean and then ordered me “Show me your pussy, slut.” And so I moved around so that he could get a good view between my legs. I felt his hand immediately touch me between my legs. He was not particularly gentle but not worse than quite a few guys.

Actually I was quite turned on by the humiliation and he said “you really are a wet little whore, aren’t you?” He then pulled me to him and wanted to fuck me – we had a minute’s disagreement over a condom but he agreed reluctantly. He fucked me quite hard and was clearly turned on as I rode him. He came inside me and I came also - although I made him feel that my climax was probably simulated - I thought he might have made trouble if he thought I was getting off. It is not often that I fake faking it!

He came one more time in the session – in my mouth- before washing up and finally letting me wash myself. At the end he said “I suppose you expect me to fucking book you again – well if you give better service next time, I’ll hire you again but really you should pay me for using your cunt.” I just replied “We’ll see what happens.” Even though I had been turned on by being completely used, the guy was trouble and so I told the manager that if he tried to book me again, I was definitely never available. She asked why and I explained – she said that she understood.

Even though, the guy was a complete creep, I enjoyed being used – I am pretty sick I guess – and I want to continue exploring this side of me. Yes, I am enjoying being a whore at this moment.